(With apologies to chapter 5 of The Great Divorce.)
The year is the distant future, and an elderly Rob Bell (who has
aged masterfully well) is sitting in his study, finishing his latest
manuscript, when he is startled by the materialized spirit of C.S.
Lewis.
Lewis: I
was sent to you, my friend. Your time is soon, and I have been
commissioned to aid in your last rites. A bit of a jump start, as it
were.
Bell: Well isn't that fascinating! I never would have guessed such a thing, though why not? All things are possible, you now.
Lewis: (grins) All except the impossible, friend.
Bell: Ah, sir. It's charming to see you still being a stickler for rigid categories. Reminds me of when I used to read your books. I
suppose you've changed your views a bit since then. You became rather
narrow-minded around middle-age, but I suspected death would broadened
you back out.
Lewis: How do you mean?
Bell: Well,
it's obvious to you by now, isn't it, that you weren't quite right.
Why, my dear sir, you actually believed in a literal Heaven and Hell! (laughs humorously)
Lewis: But wasn't I right?
Bell: Oh,
in a spiritual sense, to be sure. I still believe in them in that way. I
am still, good sir, looking for the Kingdom, but nothing fundamentalist
or outdated....
Lewis: Excuse me, my friend. Where do you imagine I've been?
Bell: Why,
right here! In a higher dimension, perhaps, but under God's endless
hope of morning and empowerment, with its field for indefinite progress
and human aggrandizement. That is, in a sense, Heaven, if only we had
eyes to see it. It is a beautiful idea. (looks expectantly) Have you, perhaps, been sent to tell me as such.
Lewis: I have been sent to give you a jump start on your last rites.
Bell: Ah! Right. Well, go on, good sir, go on. What have I to confess first?
Lewis: Well, your heresies for starters.
Bell: (taken back) Are you serious, sir?
Lewis: Perfectly.
Bell: You
really think people are penalized for their honest opinions? Even
assuming, for the sake of argument, that those opinions were mistaken?
Lewis: Do you really think there are no sins of the intellect?
Bell: There
are indeed, good sir. There is hide-bound prejudice, and intellectual
dishonesty, and timidity, and stagnation. But honest opinions fearlessly
followed---they are not sins.
Lewis: I
know you like to talk that way. So did I until my middle-age when I
became what you call narrow. But it all turns on what are honest
opinions.
Bell: Mine
certainly were. They were not only honest but heroic. I asserted them
fearlessly. For example, when the doctrine of Hell ceased to commend
itself to the critical faculties which God had given me, I openly
rejected it. I wrote my famous book. I defied the whole of
evangelicalism. I took every risk.
Lewis: What
risk? What was at all likely to come of it except what actually
came---popularity, sales for your books, invitations, and a loyal
following?
Bell: (offended) What are you suggesting?
Lewis: Friend I am not suggesting at all. You see, I know now. Let us be frank. Your opinions were not honestly come by. You simply found yourself in contact with a certain current of contemporary ideas and plunged into them because it seemed relevant and fashionable. When did you put up one moment's resistance to your loss of orthodox beliefs?
Bell: If
this is meant to be a sketch of the genesis of liberal theology in
general, I reply that it is mere libel. Do you suggest that men like....
Lewis: I
have nothing to do with generality. Nor with any man but you and me.
Oh, as you love your own soul, consider! You know you were playing with
loaded dice: you didn't want the other side to be true. You were
afraid of crude salvationism, afraid of a breach with the spirit of the
age, afraid of ridicule in front of Oprah and any number of secular
idols, afraid of real spiritual fears and hopes.
Bell: I'll
admit I needed to step out of the limelight for a while, which I did.
And I'll gladly admit that men can make mistakes, and that they may well
be influenced by current fashions of thought. But it's not a question
of how my opinions were formed. The point is that they were my honest opinions, sincerely expressed.
Lewis: They
were sincere in the sense that they did occur as psychological events
in your mind. If that's what you mean by sincerity, then they were
sincere. So were mine, in my younger days. But errors which are sincere
in that sense are not innocent.
Bell: (scoffs) Such intolerance. You'll be justifying the Inquisition any moment!
Lewis: Why? Because the Middle Ages supposedly erred in one direction, does it follow that there is no error in the opposite direction?
Bell: Well now...I hadn't looked at it that way before. (considers, then chuckles) My
dear sir, I apologize. Is not this disagreement verging on mudslinging?
I am a Christ-follower, like you. I am a believer, like you. We may not
by perfectly agreed, but you have completely misjudged me if you do not
realize that my religion is a very real and a very precious thing to
me. (leans forward) I simply
believe in a religion of certain guarantees, certain assurances about
the next life: a wider sphere of usefulness, and further scope for the
talents God has given me to flourish, and an atmosphere of free inquiry!
In short, all that is truly meant by a civilized, contemporary
spiritual life. Can you not, from your exalted perspective, confirm
these things for me?
Lewis: No.
I can promise you none of these things, for you or anyone else. No
sphere of usefulness: you are not needed there at all. No scope for your
talents: only forgiveness for having perverted them and restoration to
what they ought to have been. No atmosphere of inquiry, for you shall be
brought not to the land of questions but of answers, and you shall see
the face of God.
Bell: Ah,
but we must all interpret those beautiful words in our own way! For me,
there is no such thing as a final answer. The free wind of inquiry must
always continue to blow through the mind, must it not? "Prove
all things." The journey is more important than the destination. To
travel hopefully is better than to arrive.
Lewis: If that were true, and known to be true, how could anyone travel hopefully? There would be nothing to hope for.
Bell: But you must
feel yourself that there is something stifling about the idea of
finality? Stagnation, dear sir, what is more soul-destroying than
stagnation?
Lewis: You
think that way because you have experienced truth only with the
abstract intellect. I have been where you can taste it like honey and be
embraced by it as a bridegroom. Your thirst shall be quenched.
Bell: Well,
really, you know, I am not aware of a thirst for some ready-made truth
which puts an end to intellectual activity in the way you seem to be
describing. Will I still have the free play of Mind, good sir? I must
insist on that, you know.
Lewis: Free, as a man is free to drink while he is drinking. He is not free still to be dry.
Bell: (brows furrowed) I can make nothing of that idea.
Lewis: Then listen! (leans forward) Once you were a child. Once you knew
what inquiry was for. There was a time when you asked questions because
you wanted answers, and were glad when you found them. Become that
child again!
Bell: (smiles) Ah, but when I became a man I put away childish things.
Lewis: (concerned) You
have gone far wrong. Thirst was made for water; inquiry for truth. What
you call the "free play" of inquiry, or the "sacredness" of doubting,
or "holy questioning," has neither more nor less to do with the ends for
which intelligence was given than masturbation has to do with marriage.
Bell: Easy now! (sits up straighter) The
suggestion that I should retrogress back to the mere factual
inquisitiveness of childhood strikes me as preposterous. That
question-and-answer conception of thought only applies to matters of fact. Religious and speculative questions are surely on a different, much higher level.
Lewis: There
is no religion where you're going: there is only Christ. There is no
speculation either. Soon, you will come and see! You will be brought to
Eternal Fact, the Father of all fact-hood.
Bell: I
should object very strongly to the describing God as "fact". The Divine
Progressive would surely be a much better description. It's hardly....
Lewis: (alarmed) Do you not even believe that He exists?
Bell: Exists? What does Existence mean? You still
keep on implying some sort of static, ready-made reality which is, so
to speak, "there," and to which our minds have simply to conform. These
great mysteries cannot be approached in that way. If they could, then I
would not be interested in it. It would be of no religious
significance. God, for me, is an inward spirit pushing us progressively
forward, into sweetness and tolerance and...and service, good sir! We
can't forget that, you know!
Lewis: (saddened) Then...the thirst of the Reason is really dead.... (ponders next move)
Bell: (waits, twiddling thumbs) You
know, if you're going to stand there for a moment, I'd like to tell you
about my latest and, it seems, last book! I'm taking the text about
"growing up into the measure and stature of Christ" and working out an
idea which I'm sure you'll find interesting. I'm going to point out how
people always forget that Jesus was a comparatively young man when he
died. He would have outgrown some of his earlier views, you know, if
he'd lived. I am going to ask my audience to question what his mature
views would have been. A profoundly interesting idea, wouldn't you
agree? What a different Christianity we might have had if only the
Founder had progressed to his full stature! I shall end up by pointing
out how this deepens the significance of the Crucifixion. One feels for
the first time what a disaster it was, what a tragic waste! So much
promise cut short... (startled as Lewis fades away) Oh,
must you be going? Well, so must I. Goodbye, dear sir, and see you
soon! It has been a great pleasure, most stimulating and provocative.
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